
I AM WHAT I AM
March 8, 2008I AM WHAT I AM
I LIKE PEANUT BUTTER AND PUPPIES,
MILKSHAKES AND MEMORIES
AND I LIKE FLUFF BUT NOT MARSHMALLOW.
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I AM AMERICAN SO I LOVE BASEBALL,
BUT YET, I DON’T LIKE WATERMELON OR APPLE PIE.
I ALSO LIKE THE DOG PLUTO, BUT NOT MICKEY MOUSE.
`I WISH FOR THE IMPOSSIBLE
BUT THEN DOUBT IT CAN BE TRUE.
I LIKE TO THINK I AM A OPORTINISTIC PESSIMIST!
`I WISH GOOD THINGS FOR YOU,
BUT I DON’T WANT TO BE LEFT OUT.
I WILL GIVE YOU THE WORLD
BUT SECRETLY NEED SOMETHING IN RETURN.
A PLEASE OR A THANK YOU WILL BE JUST FINE.
`I WANT TO DO THINGS
BUT I DON’T WANT TO LEAVE WHERE I AM.
I WANT A BIG OL’ PICKUP TRUCK,
BUT I DRIVE A SMALL PRACTICAL CAR.
`I LOVE WHEN SOMEONE NEAR ME
HUMS, WHISTLES OR SINGS.
THAT MAKES ME FEEL ALL COMFY AND WARM.
` I TRULY ENJOY BEING ALONE,
BUT NOT FOR TOO LONG BECAUSE I LIKE TO TALK A LOT.
AND THAT IS EITHER YOUR ENJOYMENT OR DISPLEASURE.…
BUT THAT IS JUST ME.
`I LIKE HUGS BUT NOT TOO MANY KISSES
I LIKE TULIPS BUT NOT ROSES.
` I AM DRAMATICE – IN GOOD THINGS AND BAD.
I FEAR THE WORST, WORRY ABOUT THE “WHAT IF’S”
BUT IF IT WAS YOU, I WOULD TELL YOU JUST THE OPOSITE…
I WOULD SAY; “YES YOU CAN” OR “IT’S OK”, “NO, NO THAT WON’T HAPPEN”
`FUNNY, MAYBE I SHOULD START TALKING TO MY SELF
I KNOW I SHOULD; BUT I DON’T APPEAR TO BELIVE MYSELF
BUT I BELIVE IN YOU!
`I GET EXCITED AND I EXAGERATE
BUT ALL IN GOOD FUN.
I LIKE TO BE SILLY, LAUGH AND EVEN SOMETIMES SNORT.
`A GIGGLE OF A CHILD IS AS GRAND AS A WEE FAT, CHERUB
(BUT I WON’T CHANGE A DIAPER!!)
I LIKE WINKS, SMIRKS AND EVEN SOUR-PUSS FACES.
` I STAND BY MY WORD
AND I WILL STAND BY YOURS
I WILL PROTECT YOU AND CARE FOR YOU
BUT WHEN I AM SICK OR TOO SAD;
I JUST NEED TO BE CODDLED AND CARED.
`I AM JELOUS BUT HONEST.
I WANT WHAT YOU HAVE.
IT MAY NOT BE RIGHT BUT IT IS WHO I AM.
` YOU CAN HAVE MINE IF YOUWANT –
EVEN IF I DON’T WANT TO GIVE,
IT IS YOURS IF YOU SO DESIRE
`I LIKE THE WORDS: SNOOKERED, POPPYCOCK, SISCORS AND BOO
JUST BECAUSE THEY ARE FUN TO SAY.
I LIKE THE NAMES FERGUS AND GILLICK
AND THE NAMES MADELINE, KELLEY AND BETH;
BUT I DON’T LIKE MY OWN.
` I DON’T LIKE BEING TOLD WHAT TO DO;
BUT IF YOU JUST ASK, I’M SURE I WON’T MIND
I’M GLAD FOR YOUR SUCCESS
BUT THAT DOESN’T MAKE YOU BETTER THAN ME
`I TRY HARD AND WORK HARD
SO I AM AT LEAST YOUR EQUAL.
I CARE AND I GIVE AND I AM RELUCTANT TO TAKE.
` SOMETIMES I WISH I HAD MORE
AND I COULD SHARE IT WITH YOU
BUT I DO SO VERY MUCH LOVE WHAT I HAVE.
` I DESIRE, REQUIRE AND HONOR RESPECT.
SOMETIMES I MAY COUNT ON YOU OR RELY ON YOU TOO MUCH
YET SOMETIMES, IT HAS TO BE DONE;–
BY NONE OTHER THAN ME.
` MAYBE YOU LIKE THAT ABOUT MEAND MAYBE YOU DON’T.
BUT ALL OF THIS IS ALL TRUE, BECAUSE….
I AM WHAT I AM.
` AND I LIKE WHAT I AM.
IF I CHANGE MY THOUGHTS, IDEAS, LIKES AND DISLIKES;
I WILL STILL BE WHAT I AM.
` YOU ARE WHAT YOU ARE
AND THAT’S WHAT I LIKE ABOUT YOU.
Yes, that is so true – We are what we are. And it makes us unique and different, a beautiful counterpoint to others. If we can discover the complete “Am what I am” about people, we would go around in awe of everyone’s miraculous humanness. That’s a worthy goal, to appreciate the “Am what I am” of people we know. I love the “Am what I am” of you, it is so unique, and contrary, and human.
I thought I might try to do an “Am what I am”. But I couldn’t even start. Do you know how much poetry and humor and gently poking fun at yourself there was in that piece. I think it is a masterpiece of writing and self-knowledge. I bow before a master. You should be writing for your local newspaper or a magazine. The world needs to know you.
The idea actually popped into my head while I was at work the other day and I had to jot down some notes. So I guess you never know when something will come to you.
I was thinking what else I could write, and I was thinking along the same line; that I could write a “You are What you Are” about someone else. And even though I believe I know someone very very well, I’ve got nothing – nothing is coming out! I guess I’ll just have to wait for it.
Thank you very much for your praise, as modest as I would like to be about it, I don’t think I will. I have been feeling very creative lately, it it feels it has been a long time ago since I was. Your comments made me feel really good and thought, “yeah, I guess it is pretty good if I cought someone’s interest, and they are continuing to read my little stories”. So I’m glad to write something for someone else to enjoy and in return feel good about it myself. So thank you!
You are both lovely – and unique!! I would gladly be your guinea pig for a creative write.
We have been watching 2 lovely TV dramas that are stories of very ordinary people who are all very different and special in their own way. They did ordinary everyday things but between them evolved a heart-warming, thought-provoking account that held you spellbound.
How about a Chrissie account of people in your everyday?
Sorry I have again lost what I have commented to you.